thanks to karmen who tagged me and i'm now cracking my head to write on my weird demeanour and bad habits =S


Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.


1. I hate reptiles, they're just fugly creatures. the closest reptile linked is LIZARDS. crocodiles are terrfying while iguanna are simply huge and disgusting!!!!!

2. I didn't realise until my mom told me bout this. I will hold the handle of the car door whenever i'm at the front seat. Maybe it's a sense of security or something. i don't know ;p

3. I love to carry a lot of stuff with me whenever i travel. Stronger evidence that i'm probably feeling insecure most of the time =/ i especially hate the feelings when i want something but it's not in my bag.

4. I never bought any perfume for myself. I know this is weird but i can't help it. so far i've been relying on those gifts from cousins and friends. It's not that i don't fancy any perfume, but i suppose i have been insisting on the perception that i shouldn't get any perfume for myself ? *~*

5. Okay here i acknowledge myself as someone who believes in fengshui. One of the gangs i know calls me feng shui ling. I find it funny to be called this way. I have quite a lot of fengshui stuff with me, all thanks to my daddy who's a fengshui freak.;p
oh yea i love crystal too ;p

6. I have very strong feelings towards my soft toy. i have this huge winnie the pooh soft toy which is my "old friend", since like 8 years ago. it's now spoilt but i'm still keeping it till my daddy couldn't stand it. I hope he won't throw it away when i'm not around =(

7. I always wanted a tattoo and a tongue piercing. i didn't do them as i'm afraid that i'll potrait a bad image to others and of course for my future career, thus i think twice. until now i have neither. maybe it's just my curiosty that arises and hopefully  i'll forget bout them eventually. =)

8. I have the ability to proceed on my dream during sleep time even after waking up from it.and i can create my own dreams.!  no kidding. but i've not been doing this for quite some time and i hope i will have the chance again ;)

9. I would have insomnia when i'm unoccupied. probably because of me refuse to "waste" time on sleeping when i can fully utilize my time to play. On the contrary, i sleep alot during exam period and always can't get enough of it. =S

10. Last but not least, i'm a big fan of coffee, preferably unsweetened as i love the strong taste of coffee beans. I prefer starbucks to coffee bean. i'll be fatigued if i don't get my coffee of the day. p.s i'm a alcoholic as well  ;p


okay that's all for me.
so now,
okay  people bear in mind your tagged by ME

1. Foo wei zhen .. expose yourself to the girls lah ;p
2. Suat neo & suat tieng ..sisters combo!!
3. Alvin Lam ...rain is coming =p
4. Suan ming ..hope to hear from you anyway ..
5. IVan tan sia tian !! i might take a century for your to update your blog but i'll definitely wait for you, lousy brother
6. Sien the ultimate betrayer !

i dreamt of her the that night. she looked perfectly healthy and decent as always.

she has settled down, in heaven. she told us calmly.

we talked casually.

i do not remember what she said. probably just normal conversation we had.

i can only recall my curiosity in that dream.

where i was monologging if she has a shadow.

well she had one.

the shadow of her hair, on the wall she leaned against.

i grinned.

woke up after that, wee hour in the morning, i raised my hand and touched my sweaty forehead.

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that evening itself, i was practising yoga routinely.

all alone in the house, i was then up to table pose.

at that angle, i could see my 3 doggies staring at my direction.

their eyes were all on me, barked and scratched the door altogether.

that was strange.

so far they had never barked at me before.

i got up and walked closer to them.

they continued barking.
 

i closed the glass door. and they finally stopped after  some time.

i knew they weren't looking at me.

i could feel her.

she came back. she came to see me.
i'm glad indeed.

that she has r.i.p

=)

there are moments in life when we feel helpless and devastated. The worst part is we can do nothing about it, no matter how badly we try, there would be the same ending that we never hoped for. We hate this moment, but that makes us appreciate our precious life more and thus treasure it.

"Gu ma" we call her. She's my maths tuition teacher for 3 years. I am really thankful for all her effort just to make sure all of us get an A for maths. She's very dedicated i would say. At last i didn't disappoint her. I got straight a's for both maths. Deep down I know that without her help i wouldn't have gotten a single A. The scene when she talked to me on my tertiary studies is still remembered. and the joke she cracked during one of the tuition sessions but no one responded to her. I've always loved her.

she has been diagnosed of having lung cancer few months ago. everyone in the family is devastated. noone ever expected such a healthy person will get cancer. one who prays every day and goes to church every week without fail. one who is kind and courteous.

when i saw the message from Bernard gor gor, i tried so hard to hold my tears.
she has slipped into semi-consciousness..
he asked us to call her to say the last few words.
mommie is calling bernard gor gor, i'm swallowing my tears while blogging.
i miss my gu ma. and i still wish to head down to kl to visit her.

how could God be that cruel to her ?
she's struggling now. what i can do now is to pray hard for her.
May God hear my prayer.

I always thought golf was a boring, tasteless sport.

until I hold the club for the very first time.

to hit the motionless ball on the ground.

It's frigging hard to hit the ball with the correct posture, not forgetting accuracy and precision.

heeee sorry for the late update due to my pack-Cny- schedule  XD
and i've just only gotten the pictures freshly delivered by wz  ..



Day one of CNY, tine tine was here in IPOH.  Yay it has been quite a long time since i last met my classmates in subang. we went for movie and all @ the curve. and i've missed some of their gatherings. i couldn't even turn up for sien a.k.a (shane, DLN, chibai or whatever ;p) 's farewell and now he's in Sydney already. Hanwei's as well... my bad =(

anyway i'm so thrilled to see christine ;)
we went for a drink @ zenzo.
she said it's a F**ked up place as the DJ was terribly MEAN
 
eee.. gross .. =p

aite back to CNY

the next day tine and I managed to catch a movie @ ipoh parade.

The protege.

we chilled  @ starbucks before the show. It was unusually packed ... this scene will last for one week during cny, or AT MOST, few days after cny, i would say.
the place has been very empty for the past few months. No wonder they are going to move to greentown. It's a very wise act indeed.


we went to Rum jungle on that day, as it's a new branch in ipoh, what more it's the biggest club here. So i guess i'll have to bring tine here ..



the night wasn't bad, but not for the W.C part. i waited for almost half an hour just to pee. =.="

Christine was rather disappointed, ..  but hey at least we spent time together during cny yeay , ;)

and thanks for the pina colada =)


Family outing on day 3. all the way to KL

of course we had our mission accomplised.

- get stuff from IKEA
- clean up loon's place
- get the keys for casa tropicana