sorry guys .. things happen for a reason ..

i miss my late subaru so much.

yea, he left me . he passed away after i sent him to the vet.

the vet said he got some disease. the pet shop shouldn't have sold it to me at his age, apparently.

:'(

...... i'm very busy with my course work these days. even the tutorials are driving me crazy. exam's approaching somemore. sigh.

i wonder why are human beings so complicated. they never seemed to be contented with what they have, yet can't help getting themselves into other troubles.
so when you own something you get yourself overwhelmed by something else
i mean , what is wrong with you ?  are you just trying to spice up your good life a little ? is that what you really want at the end of the day ? people are in deep shit.
you'll ruin your own life people.
it's YOU yourself who have control in what you want. it's your will and act to reach your goals. it's YOUR choice. end of story.

one thing you'll never let your wrongful thoughts affect anyone around you. i'm not saying you live up by yourself. friends are there to share your feelings, when you talk and interact, not by keeping it up for yourself!
learn to be more responsible for yourself. that's life. you're learning in every chapter of life.  identify the problem, analyse, think thoroughly and solve it.

do something !